Hannah in the making

End of the year

2011-12-31T16:32:00.001-08:00

I just had to do a year end post! I always say I am going to blog more but I always seem to forget! I blogged more then I did in 2010 and more amazing things happened this last year! The best is getting engaged! That was the highlight of my year! It seems like life has takin me to somewhere I didnt think I would be this time last year! All in all it was good even the hard times. Happy new years!

Black friday

2011-11-25T00:32:00.001-08:00

Up now for work at 345am! Working a 10 hour shift today! Then a little birthday fun and dinner of leftovers tonight then back to sleep by 9 so I can be up at 6 for work on Saturday! Fun fun fun!

Jobs...

2011-11-20T18:26:00.001-08:00

So I love my job but giving me 10 hours does not cut it! So I have to once again look for a new job. It's so annoying. All I want is a 9-5 job 40 hours and 9 dollars an hour is that to much to ask!!!!?

Results

2011-11-15T11:14:00.001-08:00

I am already seeing results from working out! My tummy is tighter and I feel stronger. Every day I add new things to my routine and am challenged every time! Today I added a new yoga pose (now I'm up to 4) and 6 new strength routines. It really tested me and I decided to just do those for that session. Maybe I will do some more tonight with my regular stuff.

My birthday is fast approaching and I can't wait. Joe and I and a couple of our friends are going to the pub to have fun that night. It's going to be a blast. The family party is usually around thanksgiving. Ben and Katy and the kids are coming down this year so we will have a full house. I wish Ness could come but she has so much work she won't be able too. Hopefully she will be able to come for Christmas.

I have until Sunday off so I am going to do a ton of stuff including a couple things for moms birthday. I am glad I am able to do this for her and I will post pics tomorrow.

Too cute!

2011-11-15T09:28:00.001-08:00

Misty came in this morning and passed out on the chair! She must have had a busy night!

New diet

2011-11-12T11:04:00.001-08:00

So I started a new diet a couple of days back! I got a Wii Fit for my birthday from my lovely boyfriend and have been using it everyday! Right now I am sore but that is a good sign that I am doing something right...right? Well I want to start writing what I eat and do for exercise for the previous day to make sure I am held accountable for what I am doing. My goal is in 6 months be down 15 pounds to about 130 or less and be toned in my stomach butt and arms. I want to work out as many times as I can to do this.

Yesterday I was on the wii fit for 15 min and did pretty good. I can feel the power that yoga has on the body from doing just two poses the half moon and warrior poses. I most feel it in my arms and sides right now and I hope to add more to my routine. I did a little running and it was nice. I definitely want to do more of that. I love that I get to follow a cat... My fav things so far are kung fu and hula hoop.

Here is what I ate:
Breakfast-small bowl of yogert with granola
Lunch- Nothing I was working
Dinner- Ate late but had 3 scrambled eggs and a few chips and a banana. Plus a tiny bowl of ice cream.

I am thinking of getting some healthy choice meals so I can take them to work and be able to watch calorie income. I just need to make sure I eat in moderation and get some more fruits and vegetables in there.

So far I have lost 3 pounds in about 4 days! Thats pretty good! I want to add the elliptical to my training also but we will see how much time I have.

2011-09-09T11:40:00.000-07:00

Well RCC changed their GPA and now I can't go to school. My next option is to maybe start online classes with Penn Foster. I can get a Associates in marketing but it's online and they say that that might be good enough to get me a job. I am almost done with my certificate in Administrative Assistants but I want to keep going. I am really good at it and I get good grades with it. I like that I can do it and have a full time job if I can get one. I want to just do something but it's hard.

On a lighter note Joe, Mom and I volunteered for Extreme House Makeover! It was really cool! I met Paige and was in a scene with her (hopefully they keep it in), I also saw Paul! I will be going back today and hopefully meeting Ty. It's a lot of fun. Anywho! Till next time!

been a couple months.

2011-09-05T10:13:00.000-07:00

So Brian and Rachel's wedding was simple but nice. We had a great time laughing and having fun. Here are some pictures.

Rachel and her beautiful dress.

The groomsmen and groom waiting for everything to start!

The groomsmen from left to right...Aaron(Brian's brother), Brian (groom), Joe (best man), and Rachel's brother.

The bridesmaids from left to right...Me, Bree (maid of Honor), Rachel, and Meagan.

Brian and Rachel

These are some pretty pictures that I have taken in the last couple months.

Well overall things have been going great. Joe and I are officially together. I am going to school more then full time and I am trying to find a job. It's all a little crazy really how much time passes and you don't even mean it to. Sometimes it seems like nothing is happening and then everything is happening at once. Well hopefully I can keep up and do well. Hannah

2011-07-01T11:14:00.000-07:00

T minus 2 days till Brian and Rachel get married!!! Can't wait!

2011-06-10T22:29:00.001-07:00

Non preparedness meet my over preparedness! I will vanquish you!

2011-06-09T08:37:00.001-07:00

Hmmm walking!

2011-06-07T14:07:00.001-07:00

First time in 5 days I've had time to just sit here! It's nice! Going to do some phone time but that will be later...

2011-06-06T12:20:00.001-07:00

I love cutco! I love cutco! I live cutco!

2011-06-02T11:19:00.001-07:00

Odd don't think I've ever seen a Jehovah's witness out on a Thursday before!

2011-05-22T12:30:00.001-07:00

Sad how many children under 13 are here at this movie!!! This is why our society is declining!!! Really!!! I know it's pirets but really!!!

2011-05-20T18:00:00.001-07:00

Who puts butter on their olive garden bread sticks? Grandma! Lol

2011-05-19T17:50:00.001-07:00

War on bugs today! Ants launched an all out invasion on my bathroom today ending in a spray with raid and my crop of broccoli was Massacred but aphids! Arg to the bugs!

2011-05-14T12:48:00.001-07:00

Go green!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-13T10:51:00.001-07:00

If I could pick a tv husband it would be Macgyver!!!!

2011-05-11T21:19:00.000-07:00

Sex isn't love or romance! Read it! It's true no matter how much you try to bend the it!

2011-05-03T10:24:00.001-07:00

They should totally redo mcgyver!!!!! That would be cool!!!

2011-04-25T13:38:00.001-07:00

Totally depressed! Just got an email saying I will not be able to enter the dental assistant program in the fall!

2011-04-24T10:14:00.001-07:00

Churchety churchety church! Missing new song today as I sit with mom grandma and Joe at fbc for Easter today!

2011-04-23T16:19:00.001-07:00

Almost caught one

2011-04-23T11:07:00.001-07:00

On our way to the beach for some crabbing and book finding! Pray for crab!

Update

2011-04-17T13:52:00.000-07:00

I always say that I will try to blog more...but really it's so hard. My interest is drawn in so many ways and I lose track of it. Well I guess I am going to do an update. Right now I am in school taking 16 credits working at a dentist 1 day a week and taking photo's for a real estate broker on the side. It's very tough but I am working through it. I have been hanging out with some close friends Joe, Brian and Rachel but with Rachel and I in school its hard to do stuff together all the time. One requite is to go to movies with Joe.

In the last couple of days I have had trouble focusing. I have been having major headaches and they take a lot out of me. And if it's that then the med's tend to make me tired so it makes it hard to focus on school work. But in my last classes I got 2 A's and 2 B's so hopefully I will do just as well this time.

In my job at the dentist I am hoping to become an assistant. Right now I am a sterilization tech but am learning all the ways of an assistant. Jen, my co-worker, said that I will be an assistant way before I get my degree and I will also get a jump in pay. So I am hoping that in about 3 or 4 months I can become an assistant. It would be nice because I would be working full time and making some money! I want to save for a newer car and other things like a trip to Yellowstone with Mom. I also want to start saving for my own house someday but that will take some time.

Anyway that's all for now... back to school work!

2011-04-15T08:32:00.001-07:00

Totally wants hot grapenuts! But there are no grapenuts in the house! :(

2011-04-12T17:01:00.001-07:00

Love my job! It may be hard but it's so much fun and crazy! Loving my co workers are the best!

2011-02-03T16:25:00.001-08:00

Today is turning out good! Got all my work done and only have a little bit of homework for the weekend! I get paid tomorrow and i will be turning in my tax return that is over 1000 most of that though will go to school and mom but still! Joe is bringing dinner tonight and i want to watch this movie so i can exchange it for a new one! Yap good day! ;-)

workout!

2011-02-03T09:50:00.000-08:00

So I found this ball that mom had! I blew it up so I could use it in a workout! It came with cretin exercises so I have been doing those! Its my first day so I don't know if I'm going to be completely sore. Oh well no pain no gain!

2011-02-02T23:47:00.001-08:00

I am not sure how someone can have a 40 hour work week and do 14 credits! I only work part time and do 14 and i feel a little overwhelmed! But luckly i get all my homework done and i like my teachers! I have to do my first midterm tomorrow and so i made a big long list of all the bold words from my book. Took me a long time. I hope i am ready for it. I will have help from 2 others who are in the class with me we each took a chapter and studied it then we will compare answers. The teacher said we could. This weekend is goong to be long though. I have to get ready for a graded essay and 1 more midterm. For one of my classes i need to send my teacher on a fake 2 week vacation. Wanted to send her to South Africa but it to expesive. I need to figure out where i can send her. Anyway just wanted to jot down some things from school.

2011-02-02T09:11:00.001-08:00

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Frost

2011-02-02T08:59:00.000-08:00

So it's nice that there is hardly ever snow here but at the same time my car always seems to be covered in frost every morning! Oh well! I have work today! Going to work an extra hour and get stuff done. I also get paid on Friday so that's nice. My tax return is over $1000 so far and I am happy! Just need to do the State and then send it! Woot! Man I can't believe mid-terms are already here though! I have much homework right now and so little time it seems! Well wish me luck!

Family?

2011-01-31T16:20:00.000-08:00

I should just move out and be a "normal person" since my mom and grandma can't seem to take me. What is the point of family if they can't just be there for me? Every time I have a problem with how they treat me it's always how I am treating them and never how they can help and support me. Do you know how hard it is on this person? Look what your doing to your mother! and a plethora of other things that turn the blame on me. Sometimes I wish I could just move out and not talk to any of you anymore because all it creates is stress for both parties. But I am not a person who moves in with a guy just to escape a situation and I am not going to back down with my view on certain things because they are old. Kick me out if you want and ruin my life. Thanks to all you haters that call yourselves family!

Half and Half

2011-01-31T10:43:00.000-08:00

Half of me wonders if anyone reads this and the other half says they might but who really knows? I follow 10 blogs and one person follows mine! Come on people!

2011-01-30T08:58:00.000-08:00

Wow its been a while once again! For whatever reason things happen and I don't keep up with all my social network places! I have a fantastic new job as a assistant for a real-estate broker. It's a fun job and I really like it and hope to have it for a while.

I am also going back to school. Math, Writing, Computer Science, and Health! I am taking 14 credits and loving it and all my teachers! Unfortunately I have to pay for school for this term and most likely the next to raise my GPA. Somehow the lady I talked to thought I could raise it enough this term but I am not sure so we will see. I have decided to go into the Dental Assistants program that goes for 4 terms and starts Fall of this year and I am hoping to get in when I finish all my pre-reqs. They generally make about 32,000 a year and I can move on to Dental Hygienist which is a 4 year school but I will have the first year of credits done through RCC so it will only take 3 years. But being a dental assistant will give me enough money to get out of debt and save money and all that. I would be able to live on my own if I wanted and do what I want to do which is nice.

Another thing that has happened that was unexpected. I have been hanging out with Joe Despain a lot lately. Its so much fun and brings back so many memories. I don't think I really ever got over him but right now I want to focus on school and work and not have an actual romantic relationship so right now we are just friends and going to try and stay that way for a while.

My knee was feeling a lot better and when I started school it stopped feeling better! I think its because I am caring a really heavy backpack around so I got myself a rolling one! Hopefully I will be able to get that back into shape!

I have been trying to work out but I don't seem to be able to keep a schedule! I really want to tone in certain areas but am not motivated enough I guess. Wish I could just look good with out it but that's kinda improbable.

I am going to send off with a dream I had! Woke up thinking it was pretty funny!

"I wish something cool would happen!" Joe transforms into a car! "Hows this?" I look..."Eh its been done, I want to meet @ryan_buell!"

Ryan Buell is the star of a show called Paranormal State and it would be so cool if I could meet him and have him sign my book! LOL What a weird dream.

Hopefully I remember to update here every once and a while. The next thing I need to put up some pictures. Peace! Hannah

2010-09-24T13:20:00.000-07:00

Its been a while! So here's the download! My new job is going great! I love the work and the paycheck! I have been working on some projects like a cat/dog house for the animals and a 4x4 garden box that I will be using next year! I got about 40-50 dollars worth of lumber for these for about 10 because I was very patient and waited about 20 min for this really cute guy to help me. I am not going to school for a while. I want to focus on my job and doing well. I also need to save money and pay off some stuff before adding to them. That is my goal for the rest of the year. I want to save, pay-off, and give. I also started supporting a little girl through World Vision. Her name is Alice and she lives in Africa. She is only 2 so I can watch her grow and become a part of her society. I hope to someday meet her. I will post some pics later. I have also started raising money for World Wildlife Fund. I myself give to them and wanted to see if I could raise more money. The website is http://wwf.worldwildlife.org/goto/fortheworld and even if you don't donate please sign the guest book. I will be adding things about animals I learn there and will hopefully keep people interested. Other then that there really isn't anything new.

2010-08-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

So I have a little side job that needs everyone's attention! I am now a writer for an online company called examiner.com! You can go here to see my profile! I need you all to look at and visit often! If you can subscribe because those are the ways I get paid! http://www.examiner.com/video-game-in-eugene/hannah-lewis I can't wait for you guys to look!

2010-08-21T16:09:00.000-07:00

Got my first check today! It was over $400! It will be more next time cuse I only worked 29 hours for that time and I will be working over 40 for the the next check! I am so excited to have a job that can support me and that I like! Anyway I was so excited I just want to tell someone! LOL

RuneScape should be the first stop for new mmorpg players!

2010-08-15T22:26:00.000-07:00

RuneScape is a small online game that has been around for a long time. If you have never played the big MMORPG’s like World of Warcraft or Everquest then the place to go is RuneScape. The graphics have come leaps and bounds in the last couple of years but are still second or third rate. There are ample things to do without paying the $5.95 monthly subscription fee. It has quests, puzzles, level-up’s, and things to collect to keep you busy for at least 200 hours in free mode. You can make friends and join clan’s to help you on the harder quests. Many people, myself included, get lost in the game according to a poll taken on runescape.com. Overall this game is top notch for the newer gamers out there and is a great game for a younger audience. It is great for those on a budget and craving a little online action!

All info comes from my own play time and runescape.com.

Is the new FF 14 online game going to contend with the rest or flop like FF 11?

2010-08-12T17:52:00.000-07:00

Although FF 11 is a great game and has countless players, it still could not distinguish itself among giants like WOW and EVE. The great story, good graphics, and sound were, as expected in any FF, the best part of the game. Once again in FF 14 the story is extremely developed, the graphics are top notch, and the music is epic. But will it gain a following? Unlike most mmorpg’s FF 14 has a unique and precise in-depth story that goes with the unlimited game play. A new feature is the, what I call, the non-adventure classes like cook and carpenter. These extra character’s are the base of the game like any society; But really, who wants to play a cook who finds, buys, or kills for food products and then spends the time to make and sell them? This could have a detrimental effect on the game or it could make it thrive. We will only know when thousands of players log on the 22^nd of September (for those of you who get the collector’s edition) or the 30^th of September (for those of you who don’t want the onion helm). But the game does have a few things that are familiar to the avid FF player. The cactuar has popped up on the beastiary, gil is the usual money, there is a moogle type race (minus the head tuff) called Lalafell that you can play as, and Akihiko Yoshida is back as the art director after doing FF 12. Overall FF 14 will be much better then FF 11! It has come leaps and bounds since then and will only get better as they add expansions.

If you want to be a beta for this game go to http://entry.ffxiv.com/na/index.html , until August 17, 2010.

All data is from http://na.finalfantasyxiv.com/# where you can see all official updates and info on FF 14.

2010-08-05T06:09:00.000-07:00

So I am going to make this quick! I have started my job and am actually going in stores today! It's a lot to take in but over time I think I can get it pretty easily! It's pretty easy because I can make my schedule for the next 6 weeks and know when I am working and when I am out of town! If you want to know I will be in Portland tomorrow through Sunday and 23ed-26th or 27th for training! Then again for a wedding on September 17th. I will be going to the coast for 2 or 3 nights from the 7th to the 10th and am hoping to have a blast! Anyway just wanted to let you all know what was up!

2010-08-02T12:00:00.000-07:00

So i start my new job tomorrow and I am so excited! I will be working with a girl called Sarah and she will tell me how to do things. I can't wait!

2010-07-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

It's always fun to have the kids here! We also had Aaron and Anna and their kids here also. It felt like we were in Portland again! That's on thing I miss most of Portland is all the coming and goings of family. We might be going to a park today with the kids. It has a water thing where the kids can run around and play so it will be fun. Working really hard on my karaoke songs that I picked out! I'm going to rock it tomorrow night! I picked A thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton and My Immortal by Evanescence! I might sing a called Addicted by Saving Able but that might not happen depending on time and stuff. Anyway pray hard for Aunt Pam!

2010-07-26T20:55:00.000-07:00

I am trying to reconnect with old friends! I sent a message to an old boss and an old boyfriend! I wanted them to know I have not forgotten them and what I have been up to! It's a little nerve racking doing this for fear of rejection. But oh well if they do reject me.

Aunt pam is still in ICU and we are all praying for her. I hope that she will come through and be well again.

Anyway not much happened today so thats all!

New Goals!

2010-07-25T17:58:00.000-07:00

Was thinking about moving forward in my life and seeing if I can do things on my own. But first I think I need to get my diploma as an Administrative Assistant work at my job for a while and have some savings. My thought process is this if I make a checklist of what I need to get done before I do something it will help me become more of an adult. So here is my checklist and I will probably add to it.

The first is I need to be comfortable in my job and be making a regular check.

The second is I want to have a second income. Whether or not its a second job or some venture on my own I want to be able to live comfortably.

The third is that I want to get my diploma as an Administrative Assistant. That will help me get that second part time job. This takes 6 months or more so it might take a while.

The fourth is that I want to have over 1500 in savings for move in costs.

The fifth is that I want most of my debts paid off.

Right now that's all Ive got but I will probably think of more as time goes on but these are my new goals I will be working for!

2010-07-25T14:39:00.000-07:00

It's been a busy day! I had to take care of the dogs for mom since she is visiting the hospital! Boy that takes for ever! I have to wait for an hour and a half outside waiting to put the dogs inside LOL not bad though there is a great view and lots of photo ops. I really like taking artsy photos! Its a lot of fun and very relaxing! Now I am off to do laundry clean room and bathroom and a bunch of other stuff!

2010-07-24T14:51:00.000-07:00

I tried to tell myself that I would blog more! And then I got a boyfriend and it all seemed to not matter! But now that I am unattached I am going back to what I was trying to do before! Anyway last night I went to the pub for the first time in a long time(another thing I stopped doing) and had a blast. Although I was alone I still had so much fun! There was karaoke and shirley temples! I sang twice and got 5 compliments on my voice and singing! I was shocked that they liked it LOL Terren wasn't there(really hot security guy) but I still had a blast anyway! I hope that next week Katy can come.

Today I did 23 min and burned 230 cal! I am going to start adding a core workout from a dvd I have because I just got a yoga mat and I intend to use it! My next goal and I have to save for this one is wii fit so I can do actual yoga and "sports" without having to really run. It also has this thing where it tells you how fat you are and what you need to do to get there. I think it will be good! But that will be a while from now since its like 150 or more for everything.

If you are wondering about my birth father he is doing much better and just got home a couple of days ago. He is doing intensive physical therapy and working hard. He is going to be selling off his stuff like the ATV and motorcycles and such. If you want anything tell me and I can ask him! I am hoping that I can go up to see him after I go up to Portland for the family picnic. We shall see...I might not even be able to go up there because I got a new job!

Its called advantage sales and marketing here is the website if you want to see= http://www.asmnet.com/Pages/default.aspx
I will be a retail sales merchandiser. I will be going up and down I-5 and the coast to hundreds of stores to make sure they are happy and that the merch is correct. Its a really cool job and I can't wait to start! I get an official job offer sometime next week and then I am not sure when I will be starting! Its good pay only part time but I also get paid for gas and they pay for lodging when I stay out of town. I am really excited!

Anyway thats all the updates I have for now and I hope to add this to my routine so that I can journal my life because I like to look back and laugh at what I post! For now here is a video from the Seattle Knights that came to the Rogue Renascence Fair! They were so cool and I am totally addicted to them! We cheered for the green team the entire time! LOL Woot! I will post it later as its having a hard time playing for some odd reason!

Moving along!

2010-05-29T12:01:00.000-07:00

So if you haven't heard there will probably be a wedding next year around July! Justin hasn't asked me but since he told everyone on facebook that we were getting married next year I thought I should write about it. On June 17th we will be together for 4 months and going strong. Now I know what you are all thinking, what are we going to do from now till then.

Well I am hoping to get a surgery on my knee to relieve pressure and pain. First I have to get some health insurance then get the surgery done then go through physical therapy which will last about 2-3 months. Justin on the other hand is trying to get a decent job that pays regularly. He is also working very hard to get a computer certification so he can get a salary job working with companies and all their computer needs.

My hope is that by next year July we will be able to move to Portland after getting married but most likely we will be staying down here for at least a year and then move up. Anyway I just wanted to let you all know that I am truly in love with the man of my dreams and he loves me back! I can't wait to be married and start a family. Here's to life!

Another day

2010-05-20T13:26:00.000-07:00

So I've had a bad couple of days. I had some insomnia and my knee was killing me. Grandma say that my knee could be reacting to the weather(which made me feel really old). Dad has once again gone up to Portland to take care of Nana and Grandpa. I really wanted to go with him but mom needed me here to take care of Sheba, a dog that we pet sit for, who's mom is in the hospital. Mom say she might not get out of the hospital for months so I have another roomy. My camera finally broke:( I am so sad! I am going to give it to a friend to see if he can fix it! So I am not sure if anyone actually reads this on here but if so I need your address so I can update a couple of things. I want to have them all on file so I can do things efficiently when the time comes. I am hoping that I can get my knee done soon! It has been interfering with my life for to long. Here's hoping!

2010-05-14T12:21:00.000-07:00

I am so tired! I did to much this week I think! My body feels like its about to fall apart! I think today I might just do nothing! Maybe... I do need to go over to Jenna's and practice my Japanese but I don't know if I want to drive all the way out there! Maybe I should practice on my own and rest? I have also been applying for quite a few jobs and at some point I will get one! Anyway wanted to check in and tell all!

2010-05-11T11:00:00.000-07:00

So her are some pics from my camping trip! It was so much fun and I had a blast!

Me wearing a dew-rag Jenna gave me to keep the sand out of my hair!

An artsy photo!

Another artsy photo!

Justin and I!

Seagull

Me and Jenna hiked up a small hill to get this! So beautiful!

Same!

From on top of a really high dune!

Me being silly!

A quilt I am making!

Misty was trying to hide from the sun! LOL

Fun at the Beach!

2010-05-09T22:00:00.000-07:00

I had the best time camping with everyone! We did so many things! Jenna and I went crabbing(didn't catch anything), we all went dune-bugging, and ate to our hearts content! I have pics and vids that I will put up and explain them then. One of the best things was Forests tri-tip with his homemade sauce! He asked if I wanted a fork and knife and I was already shoving it in my mouth! Then when we were heading home we saw sea lions, eagles, a whale, and deer. It was amazing! Mom loved her gift of 3 blueberry bushes that she can now plant in OUR HOUSE! I also picked her some lilacs which are her fav flower! Anyway I will post those pics soon!

2010-05-07T10:10:00.000-07:00

So I am off to camping! The movie went really great and was very good! Nothing much that I can say so I am keeping it short!

2010-05-06T12:57:00.000-07:00

Ya so I am not going to do that other job. I am going to just keep trying to look for a reception job. This weekend I am going camping with a bunch of people! We are going to the coast and its going to be so much fun. It's for Jenna's birthday and so it will be even more for! I hope to rinse off some of the stress I have been accumulating. It just seems so hard sometimes but hopefully I will be able to be ok and not kill anyone! I have been looking into what movies I want to see and here is the list!

Robin Hood May 14, 2010
The Last Airbender July 2, 2010
The Sorcerer's Apprentice July 16, 2010
Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time May 28, 2010
Sex and the City 2 May 27, 2010
The A-Team June 11, 2010
Knight and Day June 25, 2010
Salt July 23, 2010
Inception July 16, 2010
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse June 30, 2010
Shrek Forever After May 21, 2010
Iron Man 2 May 7, 2010
MacGruber May 21, 2010
Splice June 4, 2010
Predators July 9, 2010
Babies May 7, 2010
Letters to Juliet May 14, 2010
Killers June 4, 2010
Marmaduke June 4, 2010
The Karate Kid June 11, 2010
Despicable Me July 9, 2010
Dinner for Schmucks July 23, 2010
Beastly July 30, 2010
The Other Guys August 6, 2010
The Expendables August 13, 2010
Scott Pilgrim vs. the World August 13, 2010

It's going to be a fun summer. Well I won't be blogging till Sunday or Monday so till then!

New Job????

2010-05-05T10:52:00.001-07:00

So there is this thing that I am trying to see if its a good idea. It's prepaid legal services and they want me to sell them. Not sure if I can but I am looking into it. Everyone seems to be downhearted about it. Telling me no you can't or its just a scheme. The only thing is I can do very little else with my knee. It looks like if I work hard I might be able to do something but I am not sure because of all the drama with family and friends. I feel so let down and downtrodden because I don't know what to do anymore. Life just doesn't seem like its working and I don't know how to get back on track......

2010-05-04T14:42:00.000-07:00

There is this job in Grants Pass that is for a Vet Reception person. I went and applied for it and they never called but they just added it again on craigslist so maybe I should call and see if I can get an interview? I don't know its kinda far away but it would still be a job. Anyway today I am going over to Robyns to play with her animals and then off to the LaQuinta for a meeting with some people who sell legal services. Who knows I could have a new job by the end of the day. Anyone want cheap endless legal advice? LOL I cleaned my room like majorly today. Jenesa might be staying in my room so I thought I would do that for her. I am also working on the quilt for my friend Nan. I am about 4 rows in and going strong. I get about 1-2 rows done everyday. I really want to start writing something. Not sure what but it would be so cool to be published someday. I just need to keep my focus on what I am doing and then finish it. Anyway that's all for now!

2010-05-02T11:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went to Forests birthday! I was a lot of fun and we had a great time. That night the boys went out to the pub and I stayed in with Jenna killing zombies and making quilts. We had so much fun. I got an odd message from a friend that I thought would never talk to me. She is friends with Joe so I never expected to hear from her. She wants me to help her this summer with her goats. She is showing them and need a helping hand. It sounds like fun and if I am not doing anything else I am definitely going to. I did so much yesterday and I am in so much pain today I slept in till like 11am! I feel so helpless sometimes and I hate it. I can't do other things that everyone else can do. I just want to thank everyone who helps and slows down while walking for me. Love you all!

2010-04-30T12:31:00.000-07:00

Today I am doing a Harry Potter marathon with Justin! We started this like two days ago and aren't even done with the first one! I hope to at least be done with the first two by the end of tonight. I love hanging out with the boys. It's so much fun just being able to laugh and dink around. We went to see Hot Tub Time Machine yesterday. It was ok but had way to much boobs and butts and language for it to be a really great movie. I laughed a lot though. Mothers day is coming up and I can't wait to give mom her gift! I will make sure to get pic's so everyone can see. My friend Jenna's B-Day is coming up to and I really want to go on a camping trip for her birthday but I don't think I can go unless Justin goes. Hopefully he can get the time off. He has been working a lot lately and I really miss spending most of our time together but its for the better. Anyway update done.

Job hunting!

2010-04-28T16:02:00.000-07:00

So today I saw a post on craigslist for a neat job at a retirement home. So I went to take my resume to them and got an interview on the spot. She said she wants to hire someone quick and that she will be in touch by the end of the week. Hopefully she calls! Also got the cutest stuffed animal from Justin today and flowers yesterday! He dotes on me and I really love that. Well till tomorrow.

2010-04-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

So its been a while since I blog'd. No one was really reading it so I stopped. I might just because I am stuck at home try to do more but who knows. Right now I am taking a Japanese class on conversation and writing(very hard) and that's about it. My knee has been giving me more and more trouble locking up and popping at weird times plus the constant arthritic pain. Oh well I guess I have to get used to being crippled. Justin and I are doing great! We hit our 3month anniversary on the 17th of May and I am really excited for you all to meet him this summer. We will be making a trip up to Portland(most likely for the fam picnic) to see everyone(we will need places to stay) then we are going up to Ocean Shores to see my birth dad(gotta get everyone's approval). There really isn't much else going on in my life since I am hurt but I will keep you all up on stuff I think is cool ok. Love you all Hannah

P.S. Some pics from the last couple of weeks!
Uncle bill, Aunt Shannon, and Dad who walked and ran a 10mile race!

Me and Corey!

Misty decided that this little nook was worth exploring.

A vole Misty caught!

Me and Misty! She can't keep her eyes open for the flash!

A New Love!

2010-03-16T10:24:00.000-07:00

So a lot has happened. I got so busy with everything I just haven't had the time to blog but I have a little time today and so here I am. First I just finished school and I think I did pretty well! Second I only have one job again but really need a second one. Third I have a new boyfriend named Justin and this is what I will talk about most.

We met a couple of years ago at a night capture the flag I had but really didn't talk. Then we said hello at Jenna and Forests wedding(which was so beautiful) but once again that was all. Then as I went out to the four daughters with the new married couple they had brought along a friend and that was Justin. That was the 30th of Jan. We really didn't talk much just because it was a tad awkward and in the back of my head I was wondering if Jenna was trying to set us up. On the next friday though Jenna and Forest wanted to go and I wanted to stay so I told them and the next thing I know I am deep in conversation with Justin till about 4:30am! He decided that he wanted to stay out a little longer to. So the next Saturday we went out again and stayed out till 5am just talking and having a good time. Then for the next couple of weeks we went to movies, the arcade, and just hung out to get to know one another. It was amazing and so right that on the 17th of Feb he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes! Our 1 month anniversary is tomorrow and I am so happy. We fit well together and rarely fight. Mind you we have had some heated discussions but no fighting and God has shown us the way of true love! People this is the one!

School!

2010-01-02T09:27:00.000-08:00

So school is going to start up again and I am really excited! I will be taking a writing class(WR115) a core and cardio pe class and a math class(MTH60)! Its going to be hard with two jobs and everything but I need to learn how to do this! I already have spring planned out too. I will be taking WR121 MTH65 and a computer course I need to take plus maybe one more depending on how winter goes! I also want to take summer courses but they don't have that scedge out yet! But since I was behind on writing and math(not college level which is 100 courses or higher) It is going to take me longer then the regular 2 years but that is ok. Anywho thought you would all like to know what is going on! What classes are you all taking?

The joys of giving and recieving!

2009-12-29T10:46:00.001-08:00

I love giving gifts and getting them because I get the same feeling for both! You may say that that is a little selfish that I like getting gifts but I enjoy it because of the feelings it gives other people like when I give gifts! I have 3 more coming soon that I could only get on-line and won't be here for a while but then its back to the real world till next year! Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas!

2009-12-26T22:01:00.000-08:00

So today I turned in my scratch-its and won $57! I couldn't believe it! It was very cool! Thank you dad! Now I am going out with Phoebe! Good day even though I worked 9 hours!

Christmas Eve!

2009-12-24T10:32:00.000-08:00

So its Christmas Eve and I am so excited! Tomorrow I am going to get up at 8am like I do every Christmas, eat, open presents, eat lunch, then off to see Sherlock Holmes with Phoebe! Its going to be amazing and so much fun! I can't wait till Ness and Derek get here! They will be here pretty late but still going to be fun! OH... I got to clean my room! LOL Bye

A House?

2009-12-23T11:18:00.000-08:00

When Katy starting talking about house hunting I started doing some looking myself! Its so weird I came upon this mobile home for $9500! Its in need of a little repair and love but its in a great location and has 4 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms and I keep going back to it and saying if I could get the money I could live there quite easily. I would be able to have a roommate if I wanted to and have my animals too. I am really going to consider looking into this because I believe God might have plopped this into my lap. Wish me luck!

Can't wait!

2009-12-23T11:09:00.000-08:00

So for Christmas I can't wait for a couple of things! The first is to see everyone to open the presents I gave them! I love giving people stuff and seeing there face. The second is having Ness down here and seeing Derek and Lacy! We are going to have so much fun! The next is to open all my presents so I can thank everyone! This is going to be so much fun I can't wait! Plus on Christmas me and Phoebe are going to see Sherlock Holmes!!! Its going to be a blast! Its going to be fun this year!

Twitter

2009-12-22T11:21:00.000-08:00

So I just got twitter and I am not really sure what to do... I guess just put thoughts out there right? Well I guess I will try! Anyway I could not get to sleep last night and I have no idea why. Maybe because Grandma is going to be giving me my Christmas present today for some reason. Or the fact that I am trying to talk to Joe. Who knows but I feel a little lost today and I am lucky that I only work 3 hours!

2009-12-21T10:37:00.000-08:00

I think I did something silly! I sent a message to my ex Joe! I just feel horrible how things ended with him and I needed to apologize and ask his forgiveness. Is that stupid? I don't think so even if he doesn't message me back I got to at least apologize and that is good enough for me. But for some reason I can't seem to leave him behind the memories, good times and bad all seem distant but I still want it all back. I am totally nuts I know but hey that a bit entertaining right? Anyway I just thought I would vent a little.

A couple more things!

2009-12-21T08:44:00.000-08:00

So last night I had a major OCD moment last night and organized my bathroom! It was really weird I just had to do it and did it till I was done then my brain went to my bedroom and I was like NO time for bed! LOL I was also looking at houses in Portland to see what the prices for them were and there is this mobile home that is like $9,000! I really wish I had the money then I could totally buy it and it would just be so cool! Its in Beverton and not to far from the zoo. It needs some updating and cleaning but thats why its a great deal! I looked at some of my old pics and found some that I know I haven't put up here. I took a trip to Washington to see my birth dad and his family and here are some pics! Plus I found a great clip of the HellGate trip we took this summer!

We buggie bordied for like an hour! I was so sore!

Me and my step sister Kristy

Us walking back

Before I left

Me and my birthfather Micheal

From left to right great grandma, me ,Micheal, and grandma!

Candid that Stephine my step mom took

Its crazy! We look so much alike! I love this photo!

Today

2009-12-20T19:56:00.000-08:00

So I have my first day off tomorrow and I am so glad! Its been a while where I didn't have to work at least one of my jobs! I think I am going to go see avatar! Nes said it was really good and I just have to see it! I am also going to be going ice skating with some people from work on Wed so wish me no accidents on that LOL Today was pretty easy only worked 6 hours at PetSmart. Now I just have to wrap dads present! Woot!

Dr. Horrible

2009-12-20T11:46:00.000-08:00

Today I watched Dr. Horrible's sing-alog-blog and it was so funny! I can't wait till they do more! Anyway you all should see it because it really funny!

Long Long Time!

2009-12-19T20:05:00.000-08:00

So its been a while once again that I have posted anything on this blog! Some things have changed and moved since the last time. I have been in school and done pretty well and this coming winter I will be taking a writing class, math class, and a P.E. Core and Cardio class. I am really excited but also scared because I will be adding that to my busy skedg. If you didn't know I am now un attached and not seeing anyone right now and don't plan to for a while. I also got a second job as a personal assistant to someone in my church. Now that I have 2 jobs things have seemed to get better money wise and I am glad about that. Well as for stuff that happens you probably don't want to hear it all so here are some of the pics from summer and fall! Hope you all enjoy!

Cory's Christmas Photo

My B-Day present from Mom and Dad

OMG!

Dad and Grandmas first 3-D movie

Crater Lake

LOL me and Phebs

Cory's Halloween pic

Me and Phoebe for Halloween I was supergirl and she was a crazy person out on her "walk" LOL

My fav pic from Bill and Shannon's wedding

Shannons gift to Uncle Bill

Hellgate trip

Left to right Jessie Me and Phoebe

The sunset from Grandmas house

No one blogs anymore!

2009-10-01T09:37:00.000-07:00

It seems to me that no one blogs anymore and that includes me! Are our lives so busy we forget to do it? Who knows! I just wanted to update you all on myself and whats happening. I have a new car and am so glad I do. I can now do what I want and when I want to. I have been to my one class in writing and it is so fun and I am learning a lot about essay writing. I might put some of them on here to see if you all think I am doing well! I also am going to be volunteering at Wild Life Images started this coming Wednesday. It has turned out to be more then I expected! I am doing an internship! I get to prep food, handle wild animals, and learn how to do tours!!! I get 3 credits for the 10 week internship and I am so excited! I get to learn the ins and outs of the place and am also going to do the outreach program and be able to educate children and old people! But that fills my Mon Wed and some weekends so I won't be available LOL! Well I guess that is all for right now! Toodles!

So much new family!

2009-07-02T11:15:00.000-07:00

Well I keep getting more and more new family! Its a little dizzying! Its nice though to know people want to get to know me and stuff! I also just sent a facebook to a lady who is supossed to know my birth mother Heather so there might even be more family to come! I might be able to set up a meeting with Michael(father) when we come up for Ashley's wedding and I really want to so I was thinking about doing it at the zoo! Somewhere where I feel comfortable and all! Well we shall see!

A lot has happened!

2009-06-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

Like I said a lot has happened in the last couple of months! We moved to a new house!

Mom and Dad tub!

The Living Room!

The brekfast nook!

The kitchen!

And the newest thing to happen! I found my birth father on facebook! I have 4 younger siblings two half and two step!

This is my half Ashley! She is 17!

This is Michael Juenemann my birthfather!

This is Michael and his wife and his two step kids!

Its so crazy that I would suddenly find him! We are probably going to meet really soon so pray for me!

Last night.....

2009-05-02T10:47:00.000-07:00

I went out with Joe! We went to see X-Men the prequal! It was a good movie and I really enjoyed it! We had a lot of fun and it was just like old times!

Cunfused!

2009-04-28T14:40:00.000-07:00

So I have been thinking a lot about Joe latly! I think that my reason for breaking up with him might have been the stress from being sick not having a job or car and just being plain stupid! I think I have had a change of heart and hope that he will give me a second chance like I gave him! *Sigh* I think that we just seem to be destoned to be together! LOL As Joe said "Its just supossed to be this way!" Am I crazy...maybe. But all I know is he is the only one that fits me and my plans for the future. We both have grown in the last couple of months and I think we can do something about it! LOL Listen to me ramble on. Well on a different note I might be getting promoted to Pet Trainer in a couple of months. I talked to the head trainer Nan and she wants to hire me but I need to learn a little beford applying for the position. Also I have 2 wedding this year so far. Ashley and Tony are getting married on the 11th of July and Jenna and Forest are getting married the 19th of November. I got Ashley and Tony's gifts already and can't wait to give them to her! But she dosn't even know what a Bridal shower are and isn't having one yet! Not much else has changed though and so thats it for now! toodles!

My garden and some fun!

2009-03-13T09:39:00.000-07:00

So here are some pics of my garden! This is about half the yard and I don't know if I can use more but I would like to.

that's where the pea's are so far!

First part of the garden

That is my table where I gather seeds and pot plants!

thats my greenhouse! It will be filled with all the flowers!

Me singing to a new song and having so much fun!

Gardening

2009-03-12T18:53:00.000-07:00

So today I decided that tomarow I would start planting out my garden for this year. Right now I have Peas, Potatos, green onions, and tomatos and a ton of different flowers! I now have a small greenhouse for all the flowers and the ground for all the veggies! But I got so board that I decided to start today! As of now the only thing in my garden are peas! The ground is horrible and I need to chop it up, pick out the bad stuff, then put some new soil in and mix it around! Then I can start planting! I had already had 4 pea plant growing in bags and so they are now in the ground along with 5 more put in the ground to grow. Its about a 2 1/2 foot deep and 2 feet wide so it took me a while to get all that done! Anyway I will put picks up of my progress!

2009-03-08T13:06:00.000-07:00

So just some pics! There are my shoes! I am going to wear them to the volunteer banquet so ya....

New Vids!

2009-03-07T14:22:00.000-08:00

So I just got a new device that lets me take all the pics and vids from my SD cards and put them on the computer! So I have put all my Vids on YouTube! Go see them! Its under my profile name which is hottisphinx! So enjoy!

My V-Day Video!

2009-03-06T15:58:00.000-08:00

So I sent this to my frineds! Even though I didn't get anything on V-Day I hope it made them laugh and I hope you all do to!

Bleh!

2009-03-05T08:55:00.000-08:00

So yesterday morning before work my knee poped out for the second time in 3 days! It won't go back into place either! Mom says that I need to see another specielist to see if they can do anything! I am so in pain that I can't walk!!! Anyway just wanted to update!

Don't know what to call!

2009-03-03T12:31:00.000-08:00

So I got my first paycheck last week and I got a great suprise! I am getting paid 8.60! Thats .20 over minimum! I am so excited! I have been doing pretty well there and getting enough hours! I like it even though its hard work! In other news I hurt my knee again! It poped out while I was trying to sleep! *sigh* Its not fun at all! I went to work that morning about 3 or 4 hours after it poping out! I had to use cruches but I couldn't put my brace on till later. They told me to go home! Today everyone was asking how I was and everything! My managers were like are we going to have to get someone else to fill in? I looked them both in the face and said the only way I am not working is if you all tell me to go home! I think they liked that! Anyway I will be coming up to Portland on the 28th for Grandpa's birthday! I am so excited because that is the day the biologist's go out and count frog eggs and the volunteer banquett is on the 29th! I am also hoping to see some of my friends and maybe have a date to the banquett if he is in town! I got some new shoe's for the banquett and I need to get a dress! I will put a pic up soon of my shoe's (right now I can't ware them :( *sigh*) I really love them and they are super cute! I am going to be so busy! I have Sam coming down here for a week and me and mom are going to have so much fun with him! Then my friend Dustin is coming on the 20th to spend a day since we havn't seen each other in like a year! THen off to Portland for 2 and a half days that is going to be jam packed with zoo family and friends! So much to doa nd so little time! Its also my grandma Coxen's B-Day the same day as grandpa Lewis! I hope I will be able to make it to dinner! I might have to work at the zoo till 5pm so hope dinner is after that! Let's see what else? I have to put up this video I made for V-Day! I will put that up with the shoes later but its so cute! It's a frog singing a love song! More on that later! Well I think that is it for now so bye!

Early Riser!

2009-02-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

So I went to bed pretty early last night only to wake up at 3am today! O well I have my first real day of work today at PetSmart so its no big deal! I am really excited about getting the job at PetSmart! I am working in PetCare which is small animals like hampsters, birds, fish, and reptiles! I am also getting paid more then ever! $8.40!!!!! I was expecting $7.95 like the rest of the world but they said from my experience at the zoo and the job I am going to go into then that was the right number! So when I woke up this morning I couldn't go back to sleep I was awake and ready to start my day! I have to work at 8am so I decided to get up and take a bath and do my morning stuff. Its only a part time job but I will probly get called in and so getting about 30+ hours which is great with the pay! And since PetSmart is all over the place in time I could move to whereever and still have a job! Now I know what you are thinking...that I didn't get very much sleep but really I got 7 hours and my body just woke up! Went to bed at 8pm so ya no worries there! Here are some pics I took all but one of them! Someday I want to do photography as a hobby! I have won sevral awards for my photos at the zoo and now I do artsy photo's! These are just some of those and some fun ones! I will upload all my artsy photos later! Well better finish getting ready for work *sigh* I like saying that!

My atempt at photo art!

More art!

I used myself as art!

Mom in a funny mask! We have so much fun together!

I thought this was cute!

A new Start!

2009-02-08T11:48:00.000-08:00

I am so excited! Yesterday I had to go take a drug test for PetSmart! That means that they hired me! So by about Wed this week they should have the results and then I will be working part time at PetSmart!!! I am extremely excited and can't wait! Right now I am trying to relax and stay strong hoping that I won't get sick! I think I will do ok! Anywho just thought I would brag alittle! Now I just need to get mom a job!

Determination!

2009-02-02T14:06:00.000-08:00

So I had a great time watching the superbowl last night! I went with mom and dad to a couple they meet with for bible study and we had a great time! They had a 47'' Hi-Def TV that was really nice and lot's of snack's! It was fun except that the cards lost :( Makes me sad! On another note I called PetSmart today and was like "Hi this is Hannah I met you about a week and a half ago!" And Jeff(the guy who does the hiring) was like "Oh Ya I remember you! The one who works at the zoo right
?" I was like "Ya! I was woundering if you have looked at my resume yet?" "No, not yet I have been really swamped the last couple of weeks but I will make some time today, K?" "K, you remember my name right?" "Ya, Hannah Lewis. Worked at the zoo and wants to get into something with animals and has a pretty smile!" "Yap thats right. Thanks bye!" I guess I made an impression on him! Hope this pan's out! I will call him tomarow to see if he has looked at it! I must have determination and be persistant!

Bad Night!

2009-02-01T11:12:00.000-08:00

So last night I went to bed around 12am like I do every night! As I was falling asleep I was thinking of sweet things! But 4 times last night that I can remember I woke up crying and sobbing! My face wet with tears! 2 I woke up kinda yelling! What the heck is wrong with me? This has only happened one other time and that was an odd situation so.... well superbowl is today so put on that brave face and watch! I am rooting for the cards because the orangs at the zoo picked their shirt first! Well got to get on with life! Toodles!

Retrospect!

2009-01-28T23:23:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking about a lot of things latly! Mostly about love and getting married and all that! I talked to Brian for the past couple of days and I have noticed that my view is a little weird! It seems to me like it should be like a movie all romance and swooning but I know thats not true at the same time! *sigh* I think of the times I have said this isn't what I want because I want something else but then not really regret it but wounder what would have happened if... I hate that word if! If this and if that! If I had stayed with.... if I had done better in.... if I hadn't of said.... if seems so pointless!

But the fact is that if is a natural way to rationlize things! To make it seem better. But when I think about all my if's they arn't to say that anything would be better just differnet. I don't regret any decition I have ever mayed but would love to know how things would have turned out. That is why I am taking a bigger stand on love. Then I think about God and how he controls all this and think about how my parents have raised me. God will bring it to us.... when God gives us this it will be better.... God will provide everything for you.... but if you just wait for God to do everything your life won't go anywhere. All this comes down to me being more forward with feeling in love. I will not seek it but when I have it in my sites watch out.

Why do we make the decitions we do? Is it our nature or is there a higher power that knows the decition we are going to make? We have freewill but if all is pre ordaned by God then we must be ment for something and God will not just bring us to it. We need to grab it and take it. This is something I have been working on for a while.

Love is expansive. It takes my breath away. The way I want it and watch it. My heart pounds for you love. My love reaches, cry's, yell's for you love. The deep well of unemaganable passion streams from my fingers tword you. Everything I am is love but there is not place to put such things. I want to explode for you love. Take you always. I would die for you love. I would live for you. Take my time for you. Do everything for you love. But why have you forgotten me love. Everywher I look you are there but not for me. I jump for you. Have thoughts for you. Everything for you. But when will you be there for me. You have touched me and sent love through me but then taken it away. Why?

Anyway I thought I would share it. Better go to bed now! Hannah

Been a while!

2009-01-20T15:34:00.001-08:00

So its been a while since I posted! I have been feeling really tired all the time! Sleeping 12 or more hours at a time and needing to stay in bed all day. I would try to do things but got so tired I would lay down and fall asleep. Then on my monthly visit I keep getting really sick and throw up for about a day! Its happened two months in a row! I am now feeling a bit better and can stay on the comp for more then a few minets. I have been having a really rough time and just plain don't feel well. But I am still trying to get a job and plan to go to PetSmart tomarow to set up an interview. I have also been thinking about Grandma! She is all alone up there and I feel like someone should be with her just in case! *sigh* This has been bugging me for like 3 days and is eating away at me! But I need to get a job and pay off some things and then save for a car then I can think of moving! That is my plan and I really want to stick to it! Hopefully I won't get sick again for a really long time!

Crazy People!

2009-01-02T21:21:00.000-08:00

I am so sick of some people! They are so rude and inconciderate of others feelings! Last night I got a txt at 11:02 from a girl named Jamie! She is the kinda girlfriend of one of my really good friends Steve. Well it was telling me to pick up my cat(which is at Steves) and that she think Steve likes me and that I should just take him. Then she goes off on how me and Steve and I should be happy together. Then gripes about Steve not appriciating going out and drinking! Then she is like if you don't come get your cat I am going to let it loose! :O I was in shock! I told her to stop txting me! Fine I just let your cat out! Then she starts to say that Steve will never pay me back and that he hates me and that she let my cat out! I finally told her that if she keeps threatning me and my cat that I would show up to her custudy hearing for her son and testify aginst her plus I could call the cops for threatning me and have her taken in on animal cruelty. She finally was like Steve dosn't care and I don't either and I just let your cat outside! Then nothing! I was really worried that she may have done something and couldn't sleep. But around 2am I was starting to get sleepy and then another txt comes through! Your cat is in the rain and Steve hates you now! I wanted to break down crying and I was shaking with anger! I know none of what she says is true because Steve would never do that but why would she even say it? I can't believe that there are people out there like her! So I couldn't sleep and when mom and dad got up at 5am I was in the kitchen eating some cheese! What a night!

New Year!

2008-12-31T20:19:00.000-08:00

So the new year is almost here! Its sad but sweet! I really wish I could be with my friends in Portland tonight celebrating but I am going to be home alone tonight at midnight probly watching a movie or something! I have this desire to be somewhere I can't be right now and my heart cry's. So many things run through my head but I know I need to be here right now and I need to except that! I just hope I can do that for the next 7 months or so till I can get into PSU! Wish me luck in the new year! Happy New Year!

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2008-12-29T12:11:00.000-08:00

Well I had an interesting day yesterday! I was talking to two people yesterday and things happened really weird! I was talking to Joe because I was just seeing if he was ok and to tell him I had a dream about him. I think I will leave him alone for a while cuse he seems really hostile. The other person was Brian and it was crazy! He invited me to a New Years Eve party! And told me that he would love to do the old trdition of kissing at midnight! :) Total shock to me! Now that he isn't my boss he has come out that he wants us to get to know each other better!!!! Only one problem! I'm not in Portland!!!! So sad! I told him I would come but I was in Medford!!! So frustrating. My longing for Portland is so high now! I wish I could just be there and have what I want but I know that I have to work hard to get that and it might take a while but I will get there!

Just board!

2008-12-28T08:58:00.000-08:00

So today I am going to church with mom and dad is going to pick grandma up from calli. Not much happening though so just wanted to say hi and happy almost New Years!

Christmas!

2008-12-26T09:42:00.000-08:00

So christmas went good and I am happy about that. christmas eve I wasn't feeling very in the spirt but the day came and I did well. I only got a couple of things which is good for me. They were exactly what I wanted. I also got a gift card and scrach-it's (ode to dad) and we had fun scratching those. I made coffee cake and then we opened presents! We cooked the turky and played games till that was done. We relaxed the rest of the day and it was really nice. Now me and dad are driving to Eugene to sleep there so we can drive to Portland for the family Christams party. Can't wait to see everyone and eat well. LOL

Back!

2008-12-20T21:16:00.000-08:00

So I am back in Medford with mixed feelings! I wish I could be snowed in in Portland rather then stuck at the house in Medford. I am glad to be back for Christmas but still wish I could go on another coffee date with Brian downtown! Theres not much to do hereand the job I want dosn't open till after Christmas so I sit at home doing homework. I think I have decided to go to PSC next fall in order to get my 12 credits that I already have a loan for till July and then transfer to PSU. Then I can work through the summer and think about things. My heart is in Portland but right now I need to be here helping the people around me and myself! Love you all and MARRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Hard night!

2008-12-08T09:28:00.000-08:00

So on Saturday I got my purse stolen! Well sort of! It got stolen and then I ran after the guy and then a cop on a bike got him! I got my purse back so no harm done! But then I got lost trying to get back to the max so I was trying to call Brian because he lives downtown and I find out that my phone isn't working! I was freaking out! But I found the max and got home ok! Scary! This is the second time I have almost been mugged! Do I have a sign posted somewhere? LOL anyway that was interesting and now I just want to relax till wednesday when I go back to the zoo! I have been working at the zoo for almost 2 years and I have almost 400 hours and I really want to get there! I am at 390 and I am working 3 more days so I think I will hit it! I love being in Portland!

One More week!

2008-12-06T13:19:00.000-08:00

So I am going to stay in Portland for another week! going to be going to the zoo and hanging out with friends! I am having a lot of fun here and I love it! I really don't want to leave. I have been thinking that my online school is way to much and that I want to go to PSU here in Portland. I have been researching it and see that it would be more cost efective to do that then online plus I can get student housing and a job on campus plus I would be able to get my bachlors in zoology and then get an internship at the zoo during the summer and hopefully a job. Sometimes I hate when I get settled somewhere that I feel that God is leading me somewhere else. Right now I am going to do more research and decide by spring if I am going to transfer. Other then that I am doing really good.