So I am going to make this quick! I have started my job and am actually going in stores today! It's a lot to take in but over time I think I can get it pretty easily! It's pretty easy because I can make my schedule for the next 6 weeks and know when I am working and when I am out of town! If you want to know I will be in Portland tomorrow through Sunday and 23ed-26th or 27th for training! Then again for a wedding on September 17th. I will be going to the coast for 2 or 3 nights from the 7th to the 10th and am hoping to have a blast! Anyway just wanted to let you all know what was up!

So i start my new job tomorrow and I am so excited! I will be working with a girl called Sarah and she will tell me how to do things. I can't wait!

It's always fun to have the kids here! We also had Aaron and Anna and their kids here also. It felt like we were in Portland again! That's on thing I miss most of Portland is all the coming and goings of family. We might be going to a park today with the kids. It has a water thing where the kids can run around and play so it will be fun. Working really hard on my karaoke songs that I picked out! I'm going to rock it tomorrow night! I picked A thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton and My Immortal by Evanescence! I might sing a called Addicted by Saving Able but that might not happen depending on time and stuff. Anyway pray hard for Aunt Pam!

I am trying to reconnect with old friends! I sent a message to an old boss and an old boyfriend! I wanted them to know I have not forgotten them and what I have been up to! It's a little nerve racking doing this for fear of rejection. But oh well if they do reject me.

Aunt pam is still in ICU and we are all praying for her. I hope that she will come through and be well again.

Anyway not much happened today so thats all!

New Goals!

Was thinking about moving forward in my life and seeing if I can do things on my own. But first I think I need to get my diploma as an Administrative Assistant work at my job for a while and have some savings. My thought process is this if I make a checklist of what I need to get done before I do something it will help me become more of an adult. So here is my checklist and I will probably add to it.

• The first is I need to be comfortable in my job and be making a regular check.

• The second is I want to have a second income. Whether or not its a second job or some venture on my own I want to be able to live comfortably.

• The third is that I want to get my diploma as an Administrative Assistant. That will help me get that second part time job. This takes 6 months or more so it might take a while.

• The fourth is that I want to have over 1500 in savings for move in costs.

• The fifth is that I want most of my debts paid off.

Right now that's all Ive got but I will probably think of more as time goes on but these are my new goals I will be working for!

It's been a busy day! I had to take care of the dogs for mom since she is visiting the hospital! Boy that takes for ever! I have to wait for an hour and a half outside waiting to put the dogs inside LOL not bad though there is a great view and lots of photo ops. I really like taking artsy photos! Its a lot of fun and very relaxing! Now I am off to do laundry clean room and bathroom and a bunch of other stuff!

I tried to tell myself that I would blog more! And then I got a boyfriend and it all seemed to not matter! But now that I am unattached I am going back to what I was trying to do before! Anyway last night I went to the pub for the first time in a long time(another thing I stopped doing) and had a blast. Although I was alone I still had so much fun! There was karaoke and shirley temples! I sang twice and got 5 compliments on my voice and singing! I was shocked that they liked it LOL Terren wasn't there(really hot security guy) but I still had a blast anyway! I hope that next week Katy can come.

Today I did 23 min and burned 230 cal! I am going to start adding a core workout from a dvd I have because I just got a yoga mat and I intend to use it! My next goal and I have to save for this one is wii fit so I can do actual yoga and "sports" without having to really run. It also has this thing where it tells you how fat you are and what you need to do to get there. I think it will be good! But that will be a while from now since its like 150 or more for everything.

If you are wondering about my birth father he is doing much better and just got home a couple of days ago. He is doing intensive physical therapy and working hard. He is going to be selling off his stuff like the ATV and motorcycles and such. If you want anything tell me and I can ask him! I am hoping that I can go up to see him after I go up to Portland for the family picnic. We shall see...I might not even be able to go up there because I got a new job!

Its called advantage sales and marketing here is the website if you want to see= http://www.asmnet.com/Pages/default.aspx
I will be a retail sales merchandiser. I will be going up and down I-5 and the coast to hundreds of stores to make sure they are happy and that the merch is correct. Its a really cool job and I can't wait to start! I get an official job offer sometime next week and then I am not sure when I will be starting! Its good pay only part time but I also get paid for gas and they pay for lodging when I stay out of town. I am really excited!

Anyway thats all the updates I have for now and I hope to add this to my routine so that I can journal my life because I like to look back and laugh at what I post! For now here is a video from the Seattle Knights that came to the Rogue Renascence Fair! They were so cool and I am totally addicted to them! We cheered for the green team the entire time! LOL Woot! I will post it later as its having a hard time playing for some odd reason!