Crazy People!

I am so sick of some people! They are so rude and inconciderate of others feelings! Last night I got a txt at 11:02 from a girl named Jamie! She is the kinda girlfriend of one of my really good friends Steve. Well it was telling me to pick up my cat(which is at Steves) and that she think Steve likes me and that I should just take him. Then she goes off on how me and Steve and I should be happy together. Then gripes about Steve not appriciating going out and drinking! Then she is like if you don't come get your cat I am going to let it loose! :O I was in shock! I told her to stop txting me! Fine I just let your cat out! Then she starts to say that Steve will never pay me back and that he hates me and that she let my cat out! I finally told her that if she keeps threatning me and my cat that I would show up to her custudy hearing for her son and testify aginst her plus I could call the cops for threatning me and have her taken in on animal cruelty. She finally was like Steve dosn't care and I don't either and I just let your cat outside! Then nothing! I was really worried that she may have done something and couldn't sleep. But around 2am I was starting to get sleepy and then another txt comes through! Your cat is in the rain and Steve hates you now! I wanted to break down crying and I was shaking with anger! I know none of what she says is true because Steve would never do that but why would she even say it? I can't believe that there are people out there like her! So I couldn't sleep and when mom and dad got up at 5am I was in the kitchen eating some cheese! What a night!

New Year!

So the new year is almost here! Its sad but sweet! I really wish I could be with my friends in Portland tonight celebrating but I am going to be home alone tonight at midnight probly watching a movie or something! I have this desire to be somewhere I can't be right now and my heart cry's. So many things run through my head but I know I need to be here right now and I need to except that! I just hope I can do that for the next 7 months or so till I can get into PSU! Wish me luck in the new year! Happy New Year!

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Well I had an interesting day yesterday! I was talking to two people yesterday and things happened really weird! I was talking to Joe because I was just seeing if he was ok and to tell him I had a dream about him. I think I will leave him alone for a while cuse he seems really hostile. The other person was Brian and it was crazy! He invited me to a New Years Eve party! And told me that he would love to do the old trdition of kissing at midnight! :) Total shock to me! Now that he isn't my boss he has come out that he wants us to get to know each other better!!!! Only one problem! I'm not in Portland!!!! So sad! I told him I would come but I was in Medford!!! So frustrating. My longing for Portland is so high now! I wish I could just be there and have what I want but I know that I have to work hard to get that and it might take a while but I will get there!

Just board!

So today I am going to church with mom and dad is going to pick grandma up from calli. Not much happening though so just wanted to say hi and happy almost New Years!

Christmas!

So christmas went good and I am happy about that. christmas eve I wasn't feeling very in the spirt but the day came and I did well. I only got a couple of things which is good for me. They were exactly what I wanted. I also got a gift card and scrach-it's (ode to dad) and we had fun scratching those. I made coffee cake and then we opened presents! We cooked the turky and played games till that was done. We relaxed the rest of the day and it was really nice. Now me and dad are driving to Eugene to sleep there so we can drive to Portland for the family Christams party. Can't wait to see everyone and eat well. LOL

Back!

So I am back in Medford with mixed feelings! I wish I could be snowed in in Portland rather then stuck at the house in Medford. I am glad to be back for Christmas but still wish I could go on another coffee date with Brian downtown! Theres not much to do hereand the job I want dosn't open till after Christmas so I sit at home doing homework. I think I have decided to go to PSC next fall in order to get my 12 credits that I already have a loan for till July and then transfer to PSU. Then I can work through the summer and think about things. My heart is in Portland but right now I need to be here helping the people around me and myself! Love you all and MARRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Hard night!

So on Saturday I got my purse stolen! Well sort of! It got stolen and then I ran after the guy and then a cop on a bike got him! I got my purse back so no harm done! But then I got lost trying to get back to the max so I was trying to call Brian because he lives downtown and I find out that my phone isn't working! I was freaking out! But I found the max and got home ok! Scary! This is the second time I have almost been mugged! Do I have a sign posted somewhere? LOL anyway that was interesting and now I just want to relax till wednesday when I go back to the zoo! I have been working at the zoo for almost 2 years and I have almost 400 hours and I really want to get there! I am at 390 and I am working 3 more days so I think I will hit it! I love being in Portland!