Another day

So I've had a bad couple of days. I had some insomnia and my knee was killing me. Grandma say that my knee could be reacting to the weather(which made me feel really old). Dad has once again gone up to Portland to take care of Nana and Grandpa. I really wanted to go with him but mom needed me here to take care of Sheba, a dog that we pet sit for, who's mom is in the hospital. Mom say she might not get out of the hospital for months so I have another roomy. My camera finally broke:( I am so sad! I am going to give it to a friend to see if he can fix it! So I am not sure if anyone actually reads this on here but if so I need your address so I can update a couple of things. I want to have them all on file so I can do things efficiently when the time comes. I am hoping that I can get my knee done soon! It has been interfering with my life for to long. Here's hoping!

I am so tired! I did to much this week I think! My body feels like its about to fall apart! I think today I might just do nothing! Maybe... I do need to go over to Jenna's and practice my Japanese but I don't know if I want to drive all the way out there! Maybe I should practice on my own and rest? I have also been applying for quite a few jobs and at some point I will get one! Anyway wanted to check in and tell all!

So her are some pics from my camping trip! It was so much fun and I had a blast!

Me wearing a dew-rag Jenna gave me to keep the sand out of my hair!

An artsy photo!

Another artsy photo!

Justin and I!

Seagull

Me and Jenna hiked up a small hill to get this! So beautiful!

Same!

From on top of a really high dune!

Me being silly!

A quilt I am making!

Misty was trying to hide from the sun! LOL

Fun at the Beach!

I had the best time camping with everyone! We did so many things! Jenna and I went crabbing(didn't catch anything), we all went dune-bugging, and ate to our hearts content! I have pics and vids that I will put up and explain them then. One of the best things was Forests tri-tip with his homemade sauce! He asked if I wanted a fork and knife and I was already shoving it in my mouth! Then when we were heading home we saw sea lions, eagles, a whale, and deer. It was amazing! Mom loved her gift of 3 blueberry bushes that she can now plant in OUR HOUSE! I also picked her some lilacs which are her fav flower! Anyway I will post those pics soon!

So I am off to camping! The movie went really great and was very good! Nothing much that I can say so I am keeping it short!

Ya so I am not going to do that other job. I am going to just keep trying to look for a reception job. This weekend I am going camping with a bunch of people! We are going to the coast and its going to be so much fun. It's for Jenna's birthday and so it will be even more for! I hope to rinse off some of the stress I have been accumulating. It just seems so hard sometimes but hopefully I will be able to be ok and not kill anyone! I have been looking into what movies I want to see and here is the list!

Robin Hood May 14, 2010
The Last Airbender July 2, 2010
The Sorcerer's Apprentice July 16, 2010
Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time May 28, 2010
Sex and the City 2 May 27, 2010
The A-Team June 11, 2010
Knight and Day June 25, 2010
Salt July 23, 2010
Inception July 16, 2010
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse June 30, 2010
Shrek Forever After May 21, 2010
Iron Man 2 May 7, 2010
MacGruber May 21, 2010
Splice June 4, 2010
Predators July 9, 2010
Babies May 7, 2010
Letters to Juliet May 14, 2010
Killers June 4, 2010
Marmaduke June 4, 2010
The Karate Kid June 11, 2010
Despicable Me July 9, 2010
Dinner for Schmucks July 23, 2010
Beastly July 30, 2010
The Other Guys August 6, 2010
The Expendables August 13, 2010
Scott Pilgrim vs. the World August 13, 2010

It's going to be a fun summer. Well I won't be blogging till Sunday or Monday so till then!

New Job????

So there is this thing that I am trying to see if its a good idea. It's prepaid legal services and they want me to sell them. Not sure if I can but I am looking into it. Everyone seems to be downhearted about it. Telling me no you can't or its just a scheme. The only thing is I can do very little else with my knee. It looks like if I work hard I might be able to do something but I am not sure because of all the drama with family and friends. I feel so let down and downtrodden because I don't know what to do anymore. Life just doesn't seem like its working and I don't know how to get back on track......