Crazy People!

I am so sick of some people! They are so rude and inconciderate of others feelings! Last night I got a txt at 11:02 from a girl named Jamie! She is the kinda girlfriend of one of my really good friends Steve. Well it was telling me to pick up my cat(which is at Steves) and that she think Steve likes me and that I should just take him. Then she goes off on how me and Steve and I should be happy together. Then gripes about Steve not appriciating going out and drinking! Then she is like if you don't come get your cat I am going to let it loose! :O I was in shock! I told her to stop txting me! Fine I just let your cat out! Then she starts to say that Steve will never pay me back and that he hates me and that she let my cat out! I finally told her that if she keeps threatning me and my cat that I would show up to her custudy hearing for her son and testify aginst her plus I could call the cops for threatning me and have her taken in on animal cruelty. She finally was like Steve dosn't care and I don't either and I just let your cat outside! Then nothing! I was really worried that she may have done something and couldn't sleep. But around 2am I was starting to get sleepy and then another txt comes through! Your cat is in the rain and Steve hates you now! I wanted to break down crying and I was shaking with anger! I know none of what she says is true because Steve would never do that but why would she even say it? I can't believe that there are people out there like her! So I couldn't sleep and when mom and dad got up at 5am I was in the kitchen eating some cheese! What a night!

New Year!

So the new year is almost here! Its sad but sweet! I really wish I could be with my friends in Portland tonight celebrating but I am going to be home alone tonight at midnight probly watching a movie or something! I have this desire to be somewhere I can't be right now and my heart cry's. So many things run through my head but I know I need to be here right now and I need to except that! I just hope I can do that for the next 7 months or so till I can get into PSU! Wish me luck in the new year! Happy New Year!

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Well I had an interesting day yesterday! I was talking to two people yesterday and things happened really weird! I was talking to Joe because I was just seeing if he was ok and to tell him I had a dream about him. I think I will leave him alone for a while cuse he seems really hostile. The other person was Brian and it was crazy! He invited me to a New Years Eve party! And told me that he would love to do the old trdition of kissing at midnight! :) Total shock to me! Now that he isn't my boss he has come out that he wants us to get to know each other better!!!! Only one problem! I'm not in Portland!!!! So sad! I told him I would come but I was in Medford!!! So frustrating. My longing for Portland is so high now! I wish I could just be there and have what I want but I know that I have to work hard to get that and it might take a while but I will get there!

Just board!

So today I am going to church with mom and dad is going to pick grandma up from calli. Not much happening though so just wanted to say hi and happy almost New Years!