It's always fun to have the kids here! We also had Aaron and Anna and their kids here also. It felt like we were in Portland again! That's on thing I miss most of Portland is all the coming and goings of family. We might be going to a park today with the kids. It has a water thing where the kids can run around and play so it will be fun. Working really hard on my karaoke songs that I picked out! I'm going to rock it tomorrow night! I picked A thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton and My Immortal by Evanescence! I might sing a called Addicted by Saving Able but that might not happen depending on time and stuff. Anyway pray hard for Aunt Pam!

I am trying to reconnect with old friends! I sent a message to an old boss and an old boyfriend! I wanted them to know I have not forgotten them and what I have been up to! It's a little nerve racking doing this for fear of rejection. But oh well if they do reject me.

Aunt pam is still in ICU and we are all praying for her. I hope that she will come through and be well again.

Anyway not much happened today so thats all!

New Goals!

Was thinking about moving forward in my life and seeing if I can do things on my own. But first I think I need to get my diploma as an Administrative Assistant work at my job for a while and have some savings. My thought process is this if I make a checklist of what I need to get done before I do something it will help me become more of an adult. So here is my checklist and I will probably add to it.

• The first is I need to be comfortable in my job and be making a regular check.

• The second is I want to have a second income. Whether or not its a second job or some venture on my own I want to be able to live comfortably.

• The third is that I want to get my diploma as an Administrative Assistant. That will help me get that second part time job. This takes 6 months or more so it might take a while.

• The fourth is that I want to have over 1500 in savings for move in costs.

• The fifth is that I want most of my debts paid off.

Right now that's all Ive got but I will probably think of more as time goes on but these are my new goals I will be working for!

It's been a busy day! I had to take care of the dogs for mom since she is visiting the hospital! Boy that takes for ever! I have to wait for an hour and a half outside waiting to put the dogs inside LOL not bad though there is a great view and lots of photo ops. I really like taking artsy photos! Its a lot of fun and very relaxing! Now I am off to do laundry clean room and bathroom and a bunch of other stuff!