Sunday, September 28, 2008

Very Personal Blog!

So today I am thinking about my boyfriend Joe! Which I seem to do quite often now! I have relized how much he means to me and how much I love him! BUT we have decided to wait till we are married to have sex!!!! We are both virgins and think this is the best thing and really cool! Its hard though to not do anything though but I think I have the sheer will through God that helps me and him say no! We have already decided that we are going to get married but he needs to meet my family and ask mom and dad first! He will probly ask me in about 6months and I think thats a good amount of time! lets see we have known each other for two years in March, our one month anniversiry is on the first(so add that to 6months and then however long it is till the summer for the wedding) and you have how long! Seems like forever!!! I am trying really hard to not rush things which I tend to do and savor these moments because I know that this is a special time! Its crazy that I want to be with him all the time and be there when he needs me but thats what true love is all about, right? I just know that all the married people I know have this and I have finally found it!

On another note I would like you all to pray for a couple of friends of mine! The first is Susanna! She is in desprete need of a job and will leave here if she can't get one by the end of the month! The second is Teresa! Her mom has bi-polar, depresion and a slew of other problems that they are trying to deal with plus her dad has started to drink and smoke again and she needs all the prayers we can give her! I have been going to church and bible study every week and I love it! Though me and Joe want to find our own church in Merlin(where we are going to live after we are married)!

So I went to Wildlife Images twice this week! One tour with Susanna and Joe and the other with mom! It is really amazing how peaceful it is there! I really love it and can't wait to get a job there! I will be a volunteer soon and doing quite a bit by the way they were talking about it! Probly helping feed the animals and do tours! Also the humane society is also going great! I want to take almost every dog home with me! Pray for a dog named Kahoaha she is so scared in the kennels but so lovable! If I could I would adopt her myself!

So I just needed to blog about the various things in my life! Thanks for listening! Hannah

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