I think I did something silly! I sent a message to my ex Joe! I just feel horrible how things ended with him and I needed to apologize and ask his forgiveness. Is that stupid? I don't think so even if he doesn't message me back I got to at least apologize and that is good enough for me. But for some reason I can't seem to leave him behind the memories, good times and bad all seem distant but I still want it all back. I am totally nuts I know but hey that a bit entertaining right? Anyway I just thought I would vent a little.